Friday, February 13, 2009

Tough decisions, painful abscissions

My life is confusing,
i'm crushing on two people now,
one in my grade, one in the 10th,
I don't know what to do though.
I dated one but it didn't workout,
and me and the older guy may not work out either,
I just don't know.
I have always liked my ex boyfriend,
even after my whole "I fuckin hate him scene"
but how will I tell him?
I know he likes Jessie (his other ex and one of my close friends) but she likes his friend Spot,
though he does stare at me sometimes, someone even caught him staring at me and when we
talk he just stares directly at me,
I tend to look away.
His friend Spot hated me when we were dating,
he called me a bitch so much, I swear I wanted to hit him.
He always talked about me to him... all the time,
I hated it... but now... I like him so much I don't know,
he didn't really like me though,
so it's hard.
Now me and the older guy....
thats tough,
he's so perfect, nice, attractive, not a liar at all but our age is wrong and I don't think i'm attractive to him...
What am I to do?

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